I think I can, I think I can...

I was so proud of myself for keeping up w/ this blog and then the so called "routine" I thought I had established was disrupted when Baby Girl decided she needed to be held at 3 AM. This went on for about a week so by the time I was able to go back to bed, I had turned off my alarm and woke up to the Boy telling me to wake up. Luckily, I was able to shower and get ready after she had eaten and was happily playing on the floor.

The next week she was waking up when my alarm would go off. I usually hit snooze once or twice (who doesn't?) and by the time I was fully conscious, she was talking and starting to complain. I remember that week I slept hard and don't even have a memory of the first round of buzzing from the alarm.

I bought a body ball today and have every intention of inflating it tomorrow and getting started toning and tightening (let's hope it comes w/ a picture examples of what to do). I would have opened it today, but the boy was so excited about it and called it a "toy" that I think it's best to inflate when he's not here, use alone and hide. It will be hard enough keeping the dog away from it.

We're waiting to hear if there's going to be an offer made on our house tomorrow and I've been going through mood swings like you wouldn't believe. Luckily none of them have involved binge eating. I am starting to border on becoming severely depressed and hate talking to my husband as he lives the "bachelor" life. I know he misses us and all but how nice would it be to get a whole night of uninterrupted sleep?! I've dreamed of that for months. (Don't get me wrong, I love my kids deeply and have only left my son twice overnight since he's been born, but after experiencing single mom life for the last 6 weeks, I'm ready for a break!)

Check back to see if I was able to figure out how to inflate my body ball.